I think about how it will most likely never happen to me. I can’t imagine someone loving me for the rest of their life. Wanting to be with me and only touch me forever. I can’t imagine ever being that special. Forever is a long time.
I used to find it enjoyable. Then the last guy I was with kind of ruined it for me. I just don’t really have any positive feelings associated with it anymore.
I’d want to have sex, after a couple of minutes and say “Sorry, I just want head” and then stop. This happened a lot times. And for the dozens of times I did it to him. He returned the favor ONCE. I’m not the type of person that keeps score but I mean, come on, it’s nice to get something back once in a while :/ Or even just sex….
He even said once “Umm so can’t you like, put it in deeper?”
Fuck you I don’t feel like choking on your cock.
Of course I didn’t say anything. Because you put up with anything and do everything for someone you really like.
Never again. I’m not doing anything I don’t like or aren’t comfortable doing ever again just because I like them.
I might change my mind later on and I probably will whenever the time comes that I find someone who’s a more compassionate lover.
what disabled people consider accessibility:
wheelchair ramps, elevators, stairs that aren't steep & contain breaks, braille, seeing eye dogs/assistant dogs, ergonomic workspaces, easy to grip tools, closed captions, resources in close proximity to each other, class note-takers, recording devices for lectures, medication, level ground, assisted learning, larger bathroom stalls with bars, quiet spaces (for sensory overload), lower workloads, being allowed time off work or school, just to name very very few